i love the love octogon.

eminemmm (:

i know most people are against rap music and stuff but i like it.
some songs are about sex, and drugs, and stuff but its alright.
really like eminem. he isnt like the others.
because unlike them, he raps about that is real.

weeeezyy babyy

Give me the courage
to face life's trials
and not from troubles
run, Let me keep
this thought in
mind,
"Thy Will," not
"Mine" be
done.

FINALly.

12 hours from now? I'll be done with school.
10 hours of sleep/getting ready for school/nothing.
2 hours of Algebra.

YES WE CAN.

help.

The doctor says I'm not allowed to take any more naps, ever.
I usually take a nap almost evey day.
This is killing me.

I'm starting to doubt whether all my dreams are just aimless stares, looking off to someplace that isn’t there.

True Life: I'm Deaf.

True Life: I'm Deaf.

I was watching this episode yesterday. And this boy named Chris was on it and he was 16. He was born deaf. He decided to have an implant in his head so he would be able to hear. He had girlfriend but the only way they could communicate was through writing notes. At the end after he got the implant, he asked her to say his name, Christopher. He couldn't resond in words because he didn't know how to speak. Instead he wrote on a paper, "I really like your voice" and then they did the sign language symbol for I love you.

People like this, Give Me Hope.

like my grandpa always says:

"If you're gunna keep score,
you might as well win."

People are cool, sike.

So lets just say someone has a party. And then some people come who weren't even invited just because they just want something to do. And then they stay for a a good 10 minutes before they call their boyfriends to make plans to go out to dinner and leave 5 minutes later. And then they all leave to go out to dinner. But wait, why not get high? Oh okay. So lets recap: Lets go to a party for our bestfriend, stay for 10 minutes, leave without saying bye or happ birthday or anything poite like that, pretend to go out to dinner, and go get high.

fun, right?

Lies.

the average person tells 4 lies a day.
thats 1460 a year.
and a total of 14,600 by the age of 10.

and the most common lie is "I'm fine."

When you judge someone,
you're not defining them;
You're only defining yourself.

stop looking and start seeing.
stop hearing and start listening

i have come to realize that you don't want to blend in.
i have come to realize that you don't want to be different.

...you just want to have a story of you're own.

43, holler.

in this world, i feel so small. but you make me feel so right.

:/

i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

sometimes, coldplay takes the words right out of my mouth.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

there is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.

Anybody can grow older.
That doesn't take any talent or ability.
The idea is to grow up by always finding
opportunity in change.
Have no regrets.

when i die, don't cry, but get high for me;;;

so you can feel like you flying in the sky with me.

In my life, I went from a straw hat to a crown
I been through a few up's, and a whole lot of downs

i'm/not/afraid

imma be what i set out to be
without a doubt - undoubtably.
and all those who look down on me
i'm tearing down your balcony.

6710

stay strong.

"Rise and rise again,
until Lambs become Lions."


it means don't give up.

sooo sikeeedd.

I CAN GO ON THE MISSIONS TRIP THIS SUMMER. YES.

whaddup.

hello. don't be offended if i blog and you feel it's about you. it most likely isn't. if there is something bothering me, i would probsss just tell you. this is basically my diary, but not really. i write about good things here too. this is where i can vent. i am going through a lot right now both mentally and physically so please, do take things too seriously.

rumors.

rumors are dumb. i mean really, whats the point?

hey! guess what?! so-and-so made out at the party last weekend!

hey! so-and-so were fliting the other day. she is in a relationship, you know..

hey! i want attention so i'm going to start some cool rumors.

no one cares. especially if it's not true. bye.


and for the record, this isn't about anyone specificallly. It's about people in general.

JDWTMAJWA

40.

ugh.

I have so many things on my mind, I can't even put it into words.